Mother's Love

Well tell mother, her smile is a light
Its a flashing gold-ray from a sourse
so brightBut if love is for love, then mother
You deserve the love, its blue,
so bluelike a sky after the rain,
huddle With a warm African sun,
so is your loveBut mother,
if joy was for joyThen please enjoy,
what I say on this reed
Is what is inscribed by my handYet mother,
the hands stretch,
all things meant
For love is love,
that which is blue
For if it is pure,
the pink roses on the wall map.
This is for love mother,
its for your due

DOUBLE LIFE

Do you ever fee like your living two lives?


One where your strong and brave and never cry.


One where you take care of every one and

help fix their problems so they can live their perfect lives


One where your smart and funny and sarcastic

And then theres your second life.One no one knows about.


One where your weak and scared.


Where your eyes are always red and

your pillow stained with tears.


One where you need people to take care of you or even notice you.


where your just a scared and hurting little girl.


But no one can ever know.

No one can know you cry and hurt because you have to be strong.


Because if your not strong ... no one will be.

In Another Lifetime

As we walk in this journey of our completeness,
Two empty hearts and souls agreed to embrace.
I can barely feel you in every inch of my existence,
But still, this lonely and bitter truth we have to face

We know from the start,
that we can never be with each other.
Thinking of that reality makes me cry a thousand rivers.
That's why we have to love now,
why need to suffer?

So that we'll not regret,
that it's only love we will remember.
You know that forever,
is what I want with you,
But this complicated world just won't let us be.
Hush my beloved;
forget about tomorrow,
Just let me love you like this,
'coz this is me.
Bathe me in the warmth of your love everyday,
'Coz we only have now,
but soon may part our way.
If there will come a time,
that we can no longer say,
"be mine",Let's just meet and love each other…
In another lifetime…

Couldnt wish you back again

There comes a time when we must say goodbye,
but memories of you live on and never die.
God saw you getting tired
so he wrapped his arms round you
and wispered "come With Me".
You didn't Deserve what you went thru
so he gave you a rest.
God's Garden Must be Beautiful,
He only takes the best.
When i saw you Sleeping,
so peaceful and free of pain,
i couldnt wish yu bak
To suffer that agen

NIGHT

this stillness upon thi shoulders gives thee 1 simple wish this wishes that the day soon be long upon night that thi shall speek to tho once more till then thee speakest of nothing to thee is only dreaming of when tho should speakest once more of once be know that i shall be a candle-waster for no i to convince this task of drinking only the poison that will keep me only in a pleasent dream with a cold drowsy humor with no pulse yet still alive as thi ever to be the still time its self could not take thee away from earth and yet wishes it shall as it thinks it needs to for the need shall get what it wants and the want shall get what it needs but in time i will speakest to tho once more for other wize i shall have no perpose of wakeing to the dreadfull sun instead of the heavenly moon this sightless does now and forever make a blissful wish that tho wilt not be up again but sadly i must return to my sleeping chamber for another dull affect of sightless non-sence i will only dream of the time we speak again

If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me?

If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me?

When the worms begin to feed again,

it feels like when you loved me.

When decay becomes my closet friend,

will you be thinking of me?

I feel so alone since those days are gone

when I walked in the sun.

I gave up my chance, in the darkness

I chant while holding my gun.

If I knock on your door tonight,

will I be welcomed in?

Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?

I finally escaped the whispers and

lies in a life where I didn't fit.

I brought about my own demise

and ended here in this pit.

When the moon is full,

I can feel its pull and

think of the things I missed.

Regret is making it hard to think,

it's a shame it has come to this.

I just can't seem to make up my mind

but I guess that I've got plenty of time.


In this cold dark place of mine,


In this coffin, imprisoned inside,

still contemplating my suicide.

When the worms move,

I will think of you,

do you still love me?