If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me?

If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me?

When the worms begin to feed again,

it feels like when you loved me.

When decay becomes my closet friend,

will you be thinking of me?

I feel so alone since those days are gone

when I walked in the sun.

I gave up my chance, in the darkness

I chant while holding my gun.

If I knock on your door tonight,

will I be welcomed in?

Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?

I finally escaped the whispers and

lies in a life where I didn't fit.

I brought about my own demise

and ended here in this pit.

When the moon is full,

I can feel its pull and

think of the things I missed.

Regret is making it hard to think,

it's a shame it has come to this.

I just can't seem to make up my mind

but I guess that I've got plenty of time.


In this cold dark place of mine,


In this coffin, imprisoned inside,

still contemplating my suicide.

When the worms move,

I will think of you,

do you still love me?

Thoughts.....

The moonless night cupped me in its hands Without a star and only the light post to keep me company My thoughts are with you. With silence around me and only my footsteps for company My thoughts are with you. As the cool winter breeze caresses my face My thoughts are with you. As tears well up in my eyes my thoughts are with you.

ANGEL OF DEATH

Waiting in the shadow,a place unknown.
Lord of the underworld,but all alone.
Another new window,jolts my sense.
Events are in motion,the worlds grow tense.
All through their land,
a whisper in the air,
trees begin to shudderfrom the energy flare.
No longer a window,
both worlds are one,
no longer alone
until this deed is done.
The end of an era,
the atmosphere is sad,
the usual outcome,
few souls are all bad.
Back to the underworld
with a quick introduction,
I'm the angel of death,
this is soul junction
Realization kicks in,a new journey at hand.
This soul moves on,from this forsaken land.
Waiting in the shadows,a place unknown
I'm the angel of death,
completely alone.......